I left with 2 more months to going back home. I cant wait. I thought I was happy over here.. I tot i am used to it. but seems like i am dreading to go back home everyday. except fri and sat. os, vette and mi seem busy. I don't know wen did i develop fear of going back home. Although everyone is in their own room.. some how it is still an eye sore. i tot i will have fun here.. we will be hanging out.. but things went bad.. ppl thinks that they care about alot of things but they didnt see the fact that others also give in alot of things. i dun know y am i so bothered since it is none of my fault in the first place. I guess they are too selfish to think abt my feelings. I am frustrated!! but no one understands.. i really hate my life rite now. Weekdays are dreadful.. hope that i dun feel like this tmr.. i am really unhappy abt all this.