It is a ANZAC public holiday today, therefore there is no school today. Well, there doesnt make a difference to me. Coz i will still be studyng. i have been studyin, doing assignments everyday. Life is getting stagnant here.. cant wait for 2009 to be over. i miss the free time i have i nspore though it is little. at least i don't feel the 24 hrs pressure. Some of my friends told me to enjoy studyin. initially i thought i can enjoy coz i am sick of working. now, i prefer studying. Humans are never satisfied. i am coping with studying, living in a foreign land, coping with the weather changes, coping with homesick.... my frenz and yvette did relieve some of the loneliness i felt. but nothing beats the feeling of being home. Yvette did tell me to return home during the holidays. but i feel guilty leaving her here. though i want ot go home badly. but i am afraid wen holiday is over, i have to cope with the leaving home depression again.
exams are cuming in a month. it starts in early june. 'felt emotional today..... i miss mum, grandma, gu gu, nic, and the rest.
I replace my homesickness by burying myself in studies. Gerard and yvette said i studied too much. i am doing this to occupy my mind.
My blister on my left foot is getting worse. there is yellow pus. i am worried!! i scare of infection. so i ask oslee for normal saline to clean the wound. hope it will get better soon. i wanna jog but oslee advise me not to. but i will put extra padding during jogging. bythe way i will still continue to wear the jogging shoe which mc has given me.

sch work is getting more and more... assignments due in a months time, exams coming... i have not started my assignments due to :
1. i am not taught on that topic before the tution free week
2. i wasted too much time on socioculture
3. i am not interested in other module
4. i like socio
getting more stressful.. saw that my classmates has finished their assignments makes me stress! i keep telling myself not to be stress coz it wont solve my problems if i am stress.it only make things worse! haiz. hope al lthis will be over soon.
mc is back in spore today. i bet he will be buys for hte rest of the week.. wonder how is nic first day of sch...

18/04/09 is a sad day for me.. mc left for adelaide.. it was an emotional day for me. i cried.. i even dreamt i was crying.. haiz.. went to carousel to apply for the miss maud job. but they told me to wait for their reply. i guess i have little chance..
well, i have to start studyin again.
let me review what we have done for the past few days while mc is here.
9/4/09 went to city with mc while waiting for gerard, vette, oslee for chilli mussels at cocas and burswood after dinner.. won $100..
11/04/09 went to mandurah early in the morning, had fish and chips.. went for the cruise.. nothing much to see over there.. had outback jack for dinner
12/04/09 went to subiaco, harbourtown.. wanted to go king's park but it was too sunny.. thus we went to carousel for a movie.. watched the uninvited.. we didnt go out of the theatre. we hide in the cinema and we watched a free movie!! wanted to watch mall cop but in the ned we watched dragon ball.. hahhaa.. slacked at fast eddy's till late.
13/4/09 stayed home to do my assignment.. slacked at home.. it was cozy with mc around.
14/4/09 went to frementle!! stayed in frementle colonial.. it was cottage style.. it is nice. went around frementle and went back to take a nap till 8p.m.. went to little creatures.. the fries and pizza is delicious!! mc likes the mussels..
15/4/09 went to rottnest.. we have a hard time cycling up the slopes!! ad a yucky lunch.. ate pies.. rushed to frementle prison for torchlight tour. it was not as good as i tot..
16/4/09 went to miss maud buffet from the courtesy from oslee! wanted to watch fast and furious but it was full!! went to burswood again.. i lost 30! but mc won it back for me.. and won an extra 10 bucks for me.. :P
17/4/09 went to carousel.. it is the last ay mc is here... juz shopped around.. went to cottesloe for bbq at weidi's place.. it is a very nice place.. chatted and bbq.. i wanted to enjoy but i couldnt.. kept throwin tantrum at mc.. sorry.. i couldnt help it coz i am very sad..
well.. now he is in adelaide... haiz.. shld i go home in june? i want time to pass faster for me to return hm..

it is fri.. and mc is goin to leave me on sat morning.. it is a sad weekend..i hate weekend.. i had fun and i was happy when he is around.. really happy.. it has been months since i last felt happy.. school starts, exams cumin, assignments due... lib everyday... i wanna go home. wen to casino today. lost 30 bucks but mc won basic+10 bucks for me...
went to miss maid tody for buffet. oslee's treat.. felt bad coz it costs alot..
wanted to watch fast and furious but the seats are all sold out.. thus we went to burswood..
if i could have a wish, i dun wish for riches. only family, frenz and bf to be by my side...and i dun wan sat to come...i wish it is forever 8th april 2009...
P.S. i guess mc hope to go back soon as perth is too boring for him

Mc came on thurs morning!! i am so so so happy to see him.. i cannot believe he is here with me after all the waiting.. brought him to city the next day.. but he is rather tired.. so we didnt do much.. gerard and vette brought us to eat the chilli mussels and we went casino after that.. all of us won $$ and gerard was the biigest winner..
on fri, MC and i sat te train to MAndura and we had fish and chips there by the river.. and went for a cruise.. we saw lotsa rich assholes who has houses by the canel with yatches parked by the canel. each costs from 1-10 millions dollars.. haiz.. rich are different.. after that we had simmon's ice cream.. we walked around and we nt back to the city.. had outback jack for dinner. i was damn full yesterday.. the ris are double the size of hte ribs in cafe cartel.. gosh!! and we finish everything!!not forgetting MC ordered his steak.. wanted to have desserts but we are too full!!
went to adventure world today with gerard, vette, xing mei, os,faizah.. had water slides and stuff. had fun.. and i am so cold and i knocked myself and i have bruises on my leg.. we had nando's for dinner. and went home for dinner.. chatted with oslee, den with xingmei den with yvette.. had great fun..
haiz.. but MC is leaving mi soon.. i am sad..........

i thought that it will be fun staying together.. but it isnt.. i shouldnt said that it is not fun. Just that certain things happen that caused somebody don't talk to somebody much.. the whole place is so boring. alothugh it is insane to come to school everyday.. but i find comfort in the lib.. with my books. i dun have to face ppl.. thinkin wat hey think... sometimes, juz that mini sometimes i wish i stay with strangers.. it would be less taxing, lonely to stay with frenz den stayin with strangers. felt kinda empty.. lookin at my books.. but nothing seems to get in.. assignments will be due in a month and exams is in a month and a half..
talked to my fren yesterday.. she started the same time as me.. studyin the smae uni as me except she is doin part time back home.. she said she is stress n tired.. having to work and study at the same time.. makes me realise how fortunate i am to be able to study full time.. ( i realise b4 i start schoolin).. thanks to mum and dad.. i learnt to appreciate alot of things nowadays.. not sure y..
everybody is working hard while i am idling, writing blogs and stuff...

i feel so empty now. i dun have mood to study.. but i have nothing to do except to study. sitting in the lib with my book open.. i did manage to get some facts into my brain.. i am waiting anxiously for wed night to arrive.. hope that the free week pass by slow....

2 more days!

2 more days and mc is cumin!! I'm so exicted and happy..i hv been counting down since i know he is cumin... lookin back at the times that we quarrelled over him not cumin to aus anymore, makes me feel that it is worth it..
i have been going to the lib everyday to do my essay.. it is finally done.. but there is a thousand over words that i need to delete.. and i have not done my referencing.. but at least i finish the draft.. the dateline is on the 20/4.. 2 weeks from now.
Nic and mc went shopping for my stuff yesterday. They bought a new sport shoe for me!! I've blisters from my current shoe. Os says the blisters look horrible. I have been jogging everyday. So i can use the new sport shoe 151 times to make it worth it..
I'm ungry now. but no mood to eat. I think i have an unhealthy diet. I have been eating lotsa junk. Each time i ask myself to cut on that sinful stuff, i will eat more.. hahha.. usually eating snack happens during my drama series period. Mc says i gained weight!!
I wonder how will i react wen it is time for MC to go back to spore..... Dread thinkin abt it..