I realised long time ago that it doesn't pay off to be considerate. However, i NEVER learn my mistake.I worry too much for others.. and the reaction i've got is a negative one. MAybe my way of being considerate is wrong.I MUST LEARN!!
HOw i wish i never had feelings.
How i wish i never have a heart
How i wish i never let emotions overcome me.
HOw i wish that i will be worry free everyday coz i have no feelings.
HOw i wish i wasnt affected by wat others think or feel
HOw i wish that someone will understand from my point of view.. (obviously no one can)
HOw i wish i stop being a crybaby
HOw i wish i can be strong like a Man.
HOw i wish i have more brains
How i wish i can be far away where no one will know i ever exist,in this way i can nv be unhappy
HOw i wish for a alot of things
but all of it will hardly come through.

HOw i wish............. _ _ _ _ _ _ _

It has been a long time since i last blogged..Sch term ended and wen tback home for holiday for 3 weeks.. i enjoyed myself very much.. The moment i touched down, i felt happiness.. Simple things like this couldmake me feel excited and happy. Mummy,nic and MC came and fetch me from the airport. WE went to KAtong for wantan mee as nic wanted to eat. De nwe head down to Tiong Bahru for my chee kueh.. WEnt home to sleep again.. WEnt for fish head curry at 85 with CW,nic and mc.. it was nice but service was yucky.. surprise gu gu at nioght and she hugged me and cried!!
went to URA the next day before heading to ah ma's place.. surprise ah ma.. ah ma was smiling all the way.. finally my weekend was like before.. visiting ah ma and going out with mc..
didnt contact any frenz wen i got back initially as i wanted to spend time with mc and family.met up with nic ,gwen,shu wen, ting,suat kim, kalyn,min,tee yu,mei ling,trina,yat,hui hui,maria,fazilah,nurul,yanling, swee chen.. enjoy every sec with them..
mc and i went to alot of place toeat.. P.s cafe, royal china at Raffles hotel, red star at chin swee and we got into an argument with a n ass who snatch our parking lot, greenhouse at ritz carlton,max brenner, old airport market etc... i am happy!!
now i ma back here in perth.. i was depressed... till now.. but at least better than last time.. it is not abt the people here tt makes mi dun wanna come back..it is the things in spore that i cant bear to part. well.. i got to cope..last sem..half a year to go..
looking forward to MC and CW cumin over here and we can head to ALbany!!!
JB with SUrdiaman,oslee,joyce when we go back to spore!!!
hope time past fast for this yr