by the way i bought a key chain for M.C..... for his skyline!!!

I feel stress about my assignments. Everything starts to pile up this week. My mind is blank when i write my essay. I have been spending past weeks looking for information. Too much information to absorb. NOt sure what to include for the essay. I cried in the library yesterday. I am stuck. I don't know how to carry on. I am not sure why i have landed myself in this situation. I used to be very happy. Although work is hectic, i am happy. worry- free. now i miss home, worry abt assignments and not sure if i can catch up. Felt that my brain cells are limited. I feel useless.

I feel kinda stress abt school work. There is so many to complete this week onwards.Assignments and understand what i had learnt. Is age catching up? My memory is getting worse. I can no longer remember what i have just read or i am putting alot of pressure on myself to achieve good grades? I don't want daddy and mummy to waste their money. My mind is just blank. Looking forward the end of the year.
After a month plus in Perth, i have slowly accustomed to the pace and the lifestyle. But, i still like being home. Not sure if i am going home in June. I desperately want to go home. But there is alot of factors to consider:

1. $$
2. yvette alone in perth
3. i shld be experiecing perth
4. i shld work for my daily expenses
5. cant think of any

Factors for me to go home:

1. i miss home
2. i miss my friends
3. i miss spore
4. i miss m.c
5. i miss everything

I am useless. just cant stop thinkin abt home. Y do others adapt easily to a foreign country?

My sister created a blog for me to bitch abt my life in perth. hahaha. I neec my sister to teach me all abt blogging. It's stupid!!

Hi, I am the creater of this blog. My name is Nicole. Haha okay, next up on Lydia's life.