i email him wee morning today.. he said we will tok tonight...now at the end of our 25 mins conversation.. we talked nothing abt the problem we had.. other problem is more important den ours.i love to listen to his prob at work. but i prefer to solve ours first.i am selfish and not understandin again. sucks! now he is goin out for some socialising .. i bet no talkin for the weekend again.. tok again on monday.. i really hate this feeling..had this feelin for the past 3 weeks. i am not happy.. no body cares... i hate this!i hate myself!i am disappointment once again.. how i wish i have no feeling.. i wish i didnt love anyone except myself..i am pathetic..i hate hate myself!!